i miss driving around in your white car on really chilly mornings to go for drives for hangover snacks, to watch rugby games, to get waffles in ML, all whilst listening to our fave song ever, everlong. which is now a perfect reflection of our time together. You stood up for me, and protected me when i lost my best friend, turned out you were my best friend all along. i miss falling asleep on your shoulder, your smile and laugh at our sick jokes, your warm hugs without it being a misconception of love. Until it finally did.
i miss the genuine interest i felt from you everytime you looked at me. it was like nothing else existed and i was the most single, interesting thing in the world. i'll never forget how every single time you saw me it was like the first time ever in your life, and i was the like the ray of sunshine in your day, and you'd pick me up and spin me round and peck me hello on the cheek. im sure you would still do it now if we still saw each other. But it makes me smile to remember when i see you from a distance and i wouldnt want to spoil that.
i miss being able to be so deep with you, like you were my human diary and our deep trust in each other made it so easy to open up to you, and be happier within myself rather than drowning in problems. I found myself falling in love with you, and you admitted you did too, but only after you told me you were gay.
I miss everything about you, you were the greatest man in my life to date. We clicked instantenously. Everything you said struck a chord deep inside me and made me smile. you were extremely funny, and cool, and caring and kind! everything about you makes me smile still. I miss sharing our love of converse, music, tv shows, games, friends, fantasies, awesome comic book heroes. I miss doing everything together, all the time without it ever being too much time together. there was never such a thing as too much time together. I miss your teddy bear hugs and loving smile. But i do not miss the woman who was the greatest woman in your life....your mother.
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This is the worst blog I have come across and I actually wanted to read something good - sorry Lee you're friend's a shit writer. I never read anything so boring in my entire life. It's long, your emotions are not even relatable and you think way too much of yourself. I bet you, you're the type of girl that goes around saying she's depressed to gain sympathy and attention. I feel sorry for you but hey atleast your viewing numbers have gone one up because of me!
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